Today I was really feeling like I was failing Justin. I took him to Dana Point with Bethany and Mackenzie to see this pirate show and ships they had on display. He was tired before we left and I pushed him to his max limit. He cried the whole walk back to the shuttle bus because he just wanted to walk and there were too many people for me to let him. He was also hungry and about two hours past his nap time. Then we got on the bus and he was so excited to be riding free of his car seat...he leaned over and gave me the biggest, wetest, gummiest kiss you've ever seen. My heart melted and I felt the most pure love from my little boy filling my soul. Even after all I put him through he just wanted his mommy. Those are the moments that I really want to remember.